To: Our Assaulters—From: Your Survivors


A number of thousand folks gathered on the Iowa State Capitol on Jan. 20, 2018, for the second yr of the Ladies’s March and the primary anniversary of the inauguration of Donald Trump. (Phil Roeder / Wikimedia Commons)


That’s what we hear after we inform our tales. It’s deafening.

Sexual assault, rape, molestation—why is there silence amongst these phrases? They aren’t soiled or inappropriate. So why is there a hush among the many survivors?

Oh, do they make you uncomfortable? Think about how we felt. 

Beneath, younger ladies share what they want to say to their assaulter. Meet the survivors and their tales.

Coming ahead to share tales about sexual assault is horrifying. Oftentimes you’re labeled as “psycho”—and plenty of instances survivors start to suppose that. We’re manipulated into considering that we’re the “unhealthy man,” when in actuality it’s the “unhealthy man” who makes us into these “psychos.” 

Expensive Mr. “Damaged,”

Effectively I’ve at hand it to you, you probably did an excellent efficiency. Taking part in the sufferer was at all times simple for you, wasn’t it? You nearly had me fooled. Virtually. It wasn’t till you had been on my sofa persevering with after the “no’s” and “stops” that I lastly realized what you had been. However I’m the loopy one proper? Since we had been each asleep, there’s no approach I woke as much as your arms feeling round—since you had been asleep proper?

No, I’m not the “psycho” or the “loopy bitch.” I’m a survivor. I survived you and your folks. I did that, I helped myself. I discovered peace inside the chaos.

Right now, I stand tall and assist others who can’t discover their voice. So you understand what? Thanks. Thanks for being a lowlife coward, as a result of whilst you’re rotting in your personal thoughts, I’m altering lives and making a reputation for myself.


The “Psycho”

Within the U.S., 20 people per minute are bodily abused by an intimate boyfriend, husband or companion. It doesn’t matter in case you’re relationship or in case you’ve been married for 20 years; consent remains to be wanted.

To the boy I known as Residence,

I trusted you, I beloved you with each little bit of me. I gave you all the things I had, however the one factor I didn’t enable, you stole for your self. You took one thing so beneficial to me, my “golden preferrred.” You stroll round with a bit of me, and I’m caught with one in all you.

I attempted to query why or how somebody is able to this, however my solely conclusion is that you simply’re simply sick. I believed saying no as soon as was sufficient. Sadly 30 instances wasn’t both. Nevertheless it’s okay, since you had been drunk and simply being “open together with your ideas.” That makes it okay, proper? Alcohol doesn’t flip you into this, you had been already a self-serving narcissistic abuser, it’s simply that on that night time, it wasn’t hidden. I pray no one endures the ache you precipitated once more. I pray you get assist. 


Your “Queen”

We’re advised to look as much as authority figures like our pastors and lecturers. Are we nonetheless to look as much as these figures once they abuse their energy, to lure within the harmless and weak, to prey on the impressionable and to hunt for energy? 

Expensive Mr. ”Man,” 

That Wednesday night time was the worst. I’ve undergone what occurred with us greater than I may rely with many different boys. Not males, boys. A person would’ve understood the phrase no. A person wouldn’t have locked me inside a room behind our church. A person would’ve merely, not. 

Nonetheless, many boys appear to do what you do. However did you pay? You had been despatched to a navy college. What about me? It’s been almost 5 years and I nonetheless have nightmares. I nonetheless can’t go to church. I can’t exit. You taught me learn how to be protected, however you additionally taught me learn how to disguise.

Do I owe you? Do you owe me? Do you personal me? No. I owe you nothing. I by no means need something from you. You didn’t break me. As an alternative, you modified me. I owe you nothing. 


Ms. Lady

It’s time we cease making use of the phrase sufferer to survivors.

What are we to do when our voices are seemingly stripped in a patriarchal society? Right now, we take again our voice.

Expensive Mr. FUCK YOU,

Thanks for all of the harm that you simply had accomplished to my well-being. It hurts me to know you don’t perceive what you probably did. The day you damage my physique is the day I knew nothing would ever be the identical. I can’t belief the identical, I can’t have a look at males the identical, I’m not the identical anymore.

The day you penetrated my physique with out my consent was additionally the identical day I knew my life was going to vary. I had already grieved over the items of myself that had left, however now two years later I’m able to get my revenge. I want you possibly can damage the best way I damage, however for now I’m right here to make a change on this fucked up society of ‘boys shall be boys.’ 


I used to be nonetheless a toddler 

We’re requested how we address such a traumatic occasion. “Time will heal” is what we’re all advised, however does it? Days, weeks, months and years go by but we’ll by no means be the identical. Nonetheless, we is not going to let their energy management us. We’ll by no means be the identical, however we’ll use our energy to assist others.

Expensive Mr. Remorse,

You utterly tousled my life. Sounds cliché, I do know, however you actually did. That night time that you simply raped me, I used to be not purported to be there. I used to be purported to be at one other buddy’s home and I remorse on a regular basis being there that night time.

That night time you drugged my drink with out me understanding and proceeded to make the most of me. Though, I used to be going out and in of consciousness, I fought, I fought you with all the things in me and but you continue to did what you probably did. Shortly after that incident, I turned to medicine and alcohol to assist address the immense quantity of ache that I felt. Nonetheless to today I really feel the urge to show again to medicine to assist with the emotions of that night time, it’s a day by day battle. 


The woman who was solely a toddler

Our voices have known as onto others to share their story, make their voice recognized, make their reality recognized. Right now, we finish the silence of rape tradition and make the tales of survivors recognized. 

We’re 5 survivors. We’re the facility of energy. We’re the survivors with voices.

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